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28 June 2013 @ 10:43 am

I want livejournal to make a comeback!

15 November 2012 @ 11:17 pm

Hahaha new people....sometimes not so fucking cool! Sometimes you wanna stabby them in the face, because stabbing sounds kind of fun fun

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19 March 2012 @ 02:35 am
i need to go write something that is more... and all the time it seems like i never have any words to express anything... itry and it always comes up short... missing missing words missing missing you... a little and i can't change anything and i cant be anybody else but me... when ever you figure that out it is always too late and it is less than nothing.... we are all weak, we are all just what we are... afraid to just be us
10 February 2012 @ 02:47 am

I want you to know I understand... I don't want all these people around and I understand that it is just u and me now and how are we supposed to be surrounded by these idiots let's kill them all and just be free

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31 May 2011 @ 07:22 am
So I can't just live on facebook all day because you can't say anything there. My mom has a compound fracture in her back, since she has so much pain from blood clots and cancer, there is so much pain she has to deal with she can't even lay flat for her MRI... soooo they are trying to decide how to repair her backbone without that test. They wanted her to lay flat for like 3 hours... she can't do it.
Not to mention the guy I used to be with one week ago already is living with another girl...I was upset for moments it seemed but got over it really fast because... I can't neglect my mom to chase after some crazy person... I wasn't having that much fun with him anyway. I hadn't felt that good feeling with him for a while.... that's not nec his fault but def a sign that maybe it's time just to let that one go..... especially if they are this much pain and trouble... i'm just kind of bitching because like I said we are just waiting to see if they can take her without the MRI for this surgery.... I really hope so... I want my mommy better. I can't worry about my boyfriend or ex or whatever.. i'm going to finish reading the maxx now
16 April 2011 @ 11:16 pm
I have so much stuff to do coming up this month... makeup and fx classes I really want to take. They will be april 26-30 from 6-10... I'll go after work and may have to be late for one day... there's a color theory class that Monday the 25th as well. I want to take them all but it'll be so stressed and tiring but I am going to just do it. The makeup artist teaching is really good. I have a lot of faith he'll make it worth it! So far I haven't done much work with makeup. As of yet anyway. We'll see where this takes me... We must pack up the apartment this weekend so everything is done before the 25th, then just call two men and a trizuck to drive all that shizz out to new market!

It's been kind of crazy! I'm hoping to get things organized so I can start working on my portfolio once again... I haven't had a chance to take any pictures of my work... I will.

okay livejournal...i'm black ha!
crazy gauge: calmcalm
23 November 2010 @ 12:37 pm
Had the shortest weekend ever. I'm back at work 2nd day in and not so excited about it. Tired of my mom being sick. The radiation she's doing is way worse than the chemo! I get Thursday and Friday off and it needs to hurry. I got this distance between me and the world and it feels like time to destroy. I mean this in the friendliest of possible ways tho. I'm just aggravated my apartment is too small and so is this world I've settled into. I need something

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15 November 2010 @ 10:14 pm
Had a super awesome weekend!! It was a blast! Super fun with kc sat and everyone sunday! I know how to sew updo's know which is really fun. I can't stand i have to be back at work tomorrow. I miss florida... Alabama is lame most of the time. There's been a lot more suck in my life and the kind of suck I didn't cause.... if i did it it makes sense... but this place feels like it's some sort of punishment half the time... I want to go to mexico or australia or france I just wanna go somewhere. I a, going to start learning some new languages... part of life is preparation for opprotunity and hoping you're ready when it presents itself... I've done okay in life but certainly could've done much much better. It get hung up on bullshit and just get blasted and raise fucking hell cause it's hella fucking fun! Trying to focus more now it's so hard... there's not enough time to do everything. it's like sleep is a hassle but is totally awesome and needed at some point right... I could skip eating that'd give me more time and save work out time too hahaha.. i'm thinking bout eating more like a vegetarian most of the time... getting my workout on... I wanna rock at hair and makeup more and make it my art... truly... i miss playing music... i used to play alot... and i can't decide which instrument to start back with... cello???? i think it's bassy and melodic... I can write songs with it... I cant wait for harry hotter thursday i need a griff scarf and some cool glasses... the movie is gonna rule.... pre party before we gooo! eeaaahhh ok done here... i got my fix tonight
crazy gauge: apatheticapathetic
ear fuckers: gilmore girls!
14 November 2010 @ 12:57 pm
I found my livejournal again!
05 October 2008 @ 02:47 am
so i should've started writing something a lil more than this, unfortunatly i get distracted and i do more for others that actually means nothing... i dont actually do anything for anyone what i should do is something for me sad thing is it feels a lil late for all this.. maybe something else will come of me... good good chance nothing else. maybe im spent. we'll see.... i can't say i care so much anymore. sorry
good good thing noone reads this bye